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Monday, December 31, 2007

So...I cut my hair, rebonded it and...it has a FRINGE!!!!!!!
OO
Woah...
Oh well...Mummy said I looked younger (though personally I thought that I looked more like...Auntie May (Mei-sensei)) ahahaha...
Oh well; it's short again...at chin-length. It's okay...I guess; since I have to go to camp on the first month of school. *rejoices* Yay! No need to tie my hair!!! (yeah...I can't do it too well...ahehehehe...*clears throat*

My bro also commented about the similarity of my hair (to Mei-sensei's) and my Mummy only realized it after that.
...
AAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGHhhhhhh.....
I've been sitting in that saloon for dunno how many hours straight.
And I remembered halfway through that I didn't eat lunch.
No wonder my stomach was complaining so much. (Ahahaha...><)
A Happy New Year's Eve to everyone whom I know and don't know!!!
(^0^)/ ~~~~ ♥♥♥
I wish The Manga University webbie would hury up and answer my questions.
...
I'm DYING to know!!!


~~
Friday, December 28, 2007

Like my title said...
Well...
I'm more worried for my blog entries actually.
I have taken to typing all my Life's entries in the blog.
OO
What would happen if somehow, the website got DELETED????!!!!!!!!!
HOLY CRAP.
...
nonono....
I never want that to happen to me!
Or anybody!
Please don't let that happen the blogger.com!!!!!!!


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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

It's Christmas!
...
Though this (unfortunately) does not interest me in the least.
Well...how could I?
I'm such a bad bad Earthling...
Not only did I forget about getting presents for my Okaa-chan and Da-san, I even joked and laughed (...it was mostly because of a baka bro of mine...grrrr...) when Da-san was trying to explain to us about the financial thingys he had to pay.
He said that we were all making him seem like the 'bad guy' (Jeez...why am I sharing Private info in public?) and stuff like that.
To tell you the truth, it seems that I'd only used my Da-san to cover up all our (my) financial problems.
Used.
Can you believe it?
NO.
I can't...but some part of me keeps telling me it's true.
For that, I'm sorry.
I'm even MORE sorry that I laughed with that idiot brother (well...I've gotta admit; his jokes WERE funny...) of mine during the 'lecture' of the things Da-san needed to pay.
Sorry sorry sorry.

If you know me well, you'd know that I absolutely HATE to apologize in these kinds of situations.
...
But I have to do it; and I'm really SORRY.

And I also want to apologise to my Okaa-chan for neglecting her X;mas gift.
Oh! How could I be so STUPID??!!!
What am I? A Heartless?!!!
I'm sorry for not getting her any gift...well; the gift is NOT the point! It's the--

Baka-senpai: It's the thought that counts...baka

...Yeah...like my daughter said; it IS the thought that counts...

ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like a complete JERK!!!!

I'M SO DAMN SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MEAN IT I MEAN IT I MEAN IT!!!



........

sorry loads to my beloved parents who got me an awesome PSP.
Thank you.


(To all those Earthlings out there: MERRY X'MAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!)


~~
Friday, December 21, 2007

Mangaka, Author


I used to live my life with no particular dream or ambition; I just lived my life as a normal primary school kid. I never took interest on the things that revolved around me nor study seriously.
Ever since young, I had loved drawing, though my teachers and classmates used to mock at them. I still remember vividly how I cried when I saw my classmate’s drawing; it was a million times better than mine, as I could only draw stick figures back then. At that time, I guess I was probably around the tender age of four or five, when the teacher scolded me for ‘drawing the butterflies flying higher than the birds’.
But despite all those setbacks, I continued drawing until the time when I was around six; I could finally draw ‘fleshy’ people. I remembered the teacher complimenting me for drawing and colouring so nicely. She used to give me six stars and above for my hard work and I felt incredibly pleased.
I wanted to be an artist, but I didn’t know what kind of artist. But the answer to my question unexpectedly came in November 2005.
My teacher allowed us to watch the anime, Naruto. At first, it wasn’t a big deal to me or anything, but as the movie continued, a tremendously massive like for anime began to sprout like a seedling in my heart. After the movie, my craze for Japanese anime grew and grew. I wanted to know who made the story, how did they do it, and so on. At that time, 2005, you could call me a ‘computer idiot’ as I knew absolutely nothing about the Internet. But as I wanted to find out more, I fiddled around with the computer until I managed to get what I wanted.
I soon found out that Naruto was a manga, Japanese comic, created by Masashi Kishimoto. Ever since that day, my eyes opened and showed me a new world. I could finally have something to work on in life, not just idle around, living each day aimlessly and pointlessly. I wanted to become a mangaka, or it was also known as Manga Artist. I wanted so much, to create life with my only by using my hands, ink and paper.
As I was a beginner, and had utterly no idea where, or how to start, I began to search for websites on ‘How to draw Manga’. The response was overwhelming and I became increasingly encouraged as there were quite a few tutorials which could help aid me on my quest to fulfill my dream.
However, I could not draw as well as I thought and put my dream off for awhile. I guess you could call that ‘taking a break’. Soon, I took interest in something else; reading. Like drawing, I had always loved to read when I was young, and had become an official ‘bookworm’ in the eyes of my classmates. One day, I came across a book named ‘WARRIORS’. I didn’t know it at that time, but that book has changed my life…in a good way.
In the past, I used to read books without much thought about the people who wrote it. It was only when I read that amazing book; I began to wonder how those authors came up with their stories. It was fascinating to read a book and realize that it was like entering a new world which was created by nothing but a creative human mind, ink and some paper.
This new perspective of seeing things made me feel recharged again. I wanted to create a story too! I felt that it was necessary if I wanted to be a mangaka; I would need a storyline to draw.
Since then, I became very proud of a story which I created last year, 2006. I finished it and made a note that it was to be used in my future manga productions. But then, I become conscious of the fact that I was only a kid and had no idea how to get to Japan to study more about the Art of Manga. My mind soon became extremely restless with nothing to do and I knew I had to create more stories to satisfy my brain.
Up till now, I have been indulging my mind with many stories which I planned to create when I was older but that still wouldn’t make me feel satisfied. I needed to do something which I could do, now. I’d always acknowledged myself as a mere existence of being. I think that was how other people viewed me as too. I wanted to be someone. Someone who’s existence isn’t just a small blob of protoplasm compared to this vast world. I wanted to prove myself that I had talent to do things everyone, and myself, thought I couldn’t do.
When my teacher told me that my compositions were good, the thought of becoming an author clutched my mind and I decided to give writing a go.
Either I’m fussy or something, but writing the stories I made, gradually came forth to as ‘lame and boring’. I needed nicer stories to spark the reader’s interest. Because of my fickleness, I have created at least five to six elaborate stories this year; not inclusive of the other twelve stories I created last year.
I took it as that, I wanted to be a full-time mangaka, and a part-time author.
To me, both of them were very closely related as they both involved creating a whole new dimension with lives and their stories which you could control!
To achieve my outrages dreams, (the reason why I said ‘outrages’ was that; the only way to become a mangaka was to live in Japan and work there. And I can’t draw well nor speak Japanese either.) I would have to do whatever it takes to learn manga art and go to Japan to achieve that. However, I, myself am not sure about the path I need to take to reach my dream. It will be an arduous and time-consuming journey and whether I would be able to accomplish my goal still remains a mystery that can only be solved as I carry on with my life.
I also want to prove my mom wrong. She has already told me several times that I can never be a mangaka. She said it was impossible and, I have to prove her wrong. In this generation, everything is about money. Money, money, money… I’m SICK of that word!
It was one of my greatest obstacles in life as I am unable to attend any classes or schools that have to do with my dreams. My mom also thinks that being an artist would not help you earn money at all. I know that wasn’t true; I knew of some famous mangaka(s) who were really rich because of the manga they produced. And I wanted to like them.
That fiery passion for manga art and writing has swelled up in me and has embraced my entire body, soul, and mind… my life. And I’m living my life to achieve these goals and I believe that as long as I trust that I can do it. Nothing is impossible.
My current goal is to complete my latest novel. There isn’t a fixed deadline as I tend to give up after writing the first ten pages. I really hope I can push myself this time, like David Lim, and finally be able to sell my first book.

THANKS FOR READING SOMETHING SO LONG-WINDED


~~

(Ugh...what another bad title...)

Oh wells!
(20/12/07)

OO
Wow!
Look at the date already!
In one more week, we'll be back on our feet, working our butts off in school!
...(what?)
Tomorrow, like everyone else, I'm going to my Sec School to buy the Uniforms (oh! If only it were as glamorous as Ouran's! (well...that's just fantasizing...)
Well...and buy the books too.
I'm not feeling particularly nervous; I'm more worried about having to wake up at 8 am tomorrow (I'm used to 10am now...)
I wonder who else is gonna go to the same school as I?
...
Oh well.
I didn't draw at all... (TT^TT)
Too discouraged and besides, my brain is SERIOUSLY LAGGING!
All the creativity juices in my head have all run COMPLETELY DRY!!!
I still have so many characters to profile and I've not even done one!
...
So much for completing my story by this year.
And I haven't even started the letter to Bisco Hatori-sama yet!!!
And the translation site (though not the one I will use for the Letter) for Romainzed English/Japanese is GONE!!!!!!!!!
...
HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT IS 'BROTHER' OR 'SISTER' IN FRENCH NOW?????!!!!!!!!
Anyone who knows...please tell me!

And my habit of eating supper has gone worse.
...
People EAT to LIVE and not EAT to LIVE.
...
I think I'm partly the other way round...OO
And another thing...I don't think ANYONE reads my blog darnit.
...
Oh well.
Back to basics! (why did i just say that?)
*raise eyebrows*
Oh yeah.
And about the writing thingy (David Lim)...I've decided the post it.
I almost forgotten...
Oh wells...(the over usage of that word is starting to bother me...)

And since my Verité is rather free at the moment, he will help to decipher the proverb Baka-senpai gave two days ago( i think... )

"He who would hang his dog gives out first that it is mad."

V: (Man...do I really have to do this?) *clears throat*

"We kill mad digs because they are dangerous. However, a cruel person who wants to kill a dog will search for any excuse to do so by claiming that it is mad though it is absoubly fine. Thus the proverb means that a person will always fine excuses to do bad things."

So there you have it.

*Baka-senpai stirs in the corner*

Hey! Now that Baka-chan is awake, I guess we're readying for another proverb!

Verité: Oo

A PROVERB A DAY FROM BAKA-SENPAI!!!

*cough cough*
"Fingers were made before forks...(baka)...zuuzuuzuuuu~~~"

V: That was a tough one.



Ok Mina-san!
GOOD NIGHT AND HAVE "FUN" IN YOUR NEW SCHOOLS AND DO NOT TURN BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~~
Thursday, December 20, 2007

Though what I want to type in has nothing to do with the title, I must admit; coming up with Title names for blog entries, stories etc. ARE difficult!
Should I call my new story: "The Matchmaking Club"?
...
Hmm...
It's too common.
Not special...it doesn't have that 'feel' to it.
...
Oh wells...time will tell, yes, Time will tell...
Okay then!

\(^0^)/ (man I love that emotion!)
Konbawaaaaaa Mina-san!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OO (did i spell it correctly?)
So today's Life Journey opens up the name of the School I'm going to.
"Teck Whye"
^^
I'm glad I went into the school I applied too (though I'm starting to regret it just a lil'...it's so small...and i wanted to get into a nearby school which was huge [in influence of Ouran High...])
And Kiara-chan ain't going to the same school (T.T) ~boohoo...
She's going to Zhenghua.
So is Ni-chan.
Mari-chan is coming to the same school as I but I'm not exactly overjoyed. (we aren't very very good friends)
Of course, my darling 'daughter' got into the school of her choice; "Bukit Panjang Govt. High" but her application for a 3rd lanugage (Japanese) failed.
...
Oh well.
Her Okaa-san(after Zhen-zhen's explanation, i guess it's better to use a sufix) said that even if her application was accepted, she might not be able to fit it in her hectic schedule...
^^
At least we got into schools with no seriously tarnished reputation.
...
^^
Like Regent...
OO
It's such a huge place too...*sighs*
The damage that students can do...

OH well.
My dad's hindering me to get off his laptop.
So bye!

Oh wait...if you want a translation from Baka-senpai's proberb, ya have to wait till tomorrow.
Verité isn't home now and Baka-senpai is sleeping...

BYE!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`


~~
Tuesday, December 18, 2007

YOSHI!!!!!!!!!
FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS, I'M GONNA DRAW OKAY?
DRAW DRAW DRAW DRA--
eh?
wait a mo...
...
WHAT TO DRAW????????!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~~

so I finally got Bisco Hatori's address...and I was like:
"OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!! Kya!Kya!Kya!!!!!~~~~~~~~~♥♥♥ It's HER ADDRESS!!!!!!!!!" (BTW: I found it at the back of her Manga)

I was practically overflowing with joy when I realized that my letter may not reach the great Mangaka.
I was so afraid that my hopes, that were building up dangerously high, like a 100th story building wave would crash heavily and devastatingly on me if the letter would never be sent.
I don't think I have much time left if I do wanna send the letter (which I haven't wrote).
I mean; think about it!
She's JAPANESE AND A GREAT MANGAKA!!!!!!
...
..
.
Uwahh...
So I plan to send a letter to her in horribly BAD translated Japanese, and English (hopefully, her Onii-san may know how to read) and Chinese (with help from my 'daughter-friend'). I mean...Chinese has 'kanji' in it heh? So...I'll try my luck.

But whether the letter will actually reach her and whether she will actually find time to read it...it will remain a mystery...uwahh...better start working on the letter now...

Anyway, my Dai Piano-sensei didn't go online and I was waiting till 2.00 am (can you believe it? It was a worthwhile wait...)
Seems that she added the wrong email (aiiya...why was I so baka? Should've made things a lil' more clear...)
Her addy is so CUTE!!!!!!!!!! (the name, that is)
Till now, I'm unable to befriend any Japanese people (why??!!!!!!!!!!!!).

Yesterday, I had a Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreally AWFUL sorethroat.
My tounge felt SO parched.
And so was my throat.
I'm most prone to sore throats... (I may love water; but I don't seem to like drinking it as well as I love to look, touch etc it...)

Oh yeah. Listen to these and tell me what you think!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nOgNndKGsE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EP9cQPsRNDk&feature=user
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6dbN_he_1Bk&feature=user

I think you have to copy and paste the links.
...
AND OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO ALPHATRANCE???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's gone...*breaks down and cry*

The time for this Year is ending and I haven't even done a single thing I wanted to accomplished!!!!!!
...
AAARGGHHHHHHH....
Maybe's because I keep switching stories to write.
...
..
.

Arrghh...
Oh ya
Tomorrow is the realease of the results.
I hope me and Wan Yi get to go to the same school together!(tonight pray hard!)
Okay.
Now I have to profile my Characters' (darlings!) info.
^^
Bai Bai!!!~~~♥♥♥

A PROVERB A DAY FROM BAKA-SENPAI!!!

"He who would hang his dog gives out first that it is mad...(baka)"


~~
Sunday, December 16, 2007

Nowadays...I'm feeling so completely drained........
Yawnnnn...........
Tonight, I recieved a parcel from my beloved Piano Sensei.
It's a textbook on Japanese.
I was like...
"Kyaaa~~~!!!!!!
OMGosh! Thank you so much!...What did I do to deserve a Sensei like you? Tell me! Tell me!!!!!!!!!!"

Right now, 12:02 AM, I still waiting for Mei-sensei to be online.
Alrighty...I'm thinking of becoming a Mangaka..........

Alright then...bloggie later! \(@0@)/ *yawns*

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~~
Friday, December 14, 2007

Uhwahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m so desperate!
Though now CLAMP arts still rule in my Beauty Department, Bisco Hatori-sama is ZETTAI the FIRST in almost everything!!! (Dunno why I said “almost”) The previous time, I wanted Masashi Kishimoto-sama to be my sensei, but now, Bisco-sama is a ZETTAI must-must!!!
She is just SOOOOO damn awesome!
Hilarious, ‘Uberduber KAWAII!!!!!!!, talented and MORE!!!
And wanna wanna WANNA her be my Sensei!!!
*sparkling eyes* I so want her to teach me about the Art of Manga!!! *sparkling eyes shines brighter*

(Bisco-sama)*SQUEALZZZZZ!!!!!*
She even drew herself to be so KAWAIIII!!!!!!!!!!!

...
I'm wondering if I can send her mail or something (a totally idiotic idea which only idiots like me would hope for).
Of course it'll be in English *sinks into depression* but then her Onii-san is specialized in the English compartment...BUT WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING??!!!
AS IF A GREAT MANGAKA LIKE HER WOULD BOTHER TO GET SOMEONE TO TRANSLATE MY HORRENDOUS HANDWRITING AND VOCABULARY!!!
...
*sinks into deeper depression*
...
*whimpers* (I wanna talk to her...to her...to her...)
Well!!!
Even if I could have the teenist bit of chance of her reading my mail, ...
I DUN EVEN HAVE ANY CONTACTS THAT IS RELATED NOR CONNECTED TO HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♫Oh woe is meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!♫
♫OH WOE IS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!♫
♫OH WOE IS MEEEEE------♫ ACK!!!!!!!!\(>.<)/

*Someone whom I have no recollection of just twacked me hard on the head with ... A DIAPER???!!!!!!!*
Someone: "SHUT UR FRIGGING EAR-SMASHING CRAP (FOR A MOUTH) AND STOP WALLOWING IN SELF-PITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Oh wait.
I think my inner-self was saying that.
...
Oh well.
Not that I have any inner-self at all.
.............

..

.


But...I REALLY WANNA HAVE SOME CONTACT WITH A MANGAKA!!!!!!!!!
ANYONE WITH INFORMATION (I highly doubt it but...it's worth a shot!!!) OF ANY CONTACTS RELATING TO ANY MANGAKA (if there is Bisco-sama that's the BEST!!!), PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Kyaa!!! Kyaa!!! Kyaa!!!*
^_^
Bisco's great.

NOTE: I call my mom, 'Okaa' cuz it's more affectionte that 'Okaa-san' (though that is for respect...)

Oh well. *shrugs*


ANOTHER NOTE: TO THOSE WHO KNOW ME, I JUST WANNA DECLARE MY LOVE FOR IDENTICAL TWINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TWINS OUT THERE! I'M SERIOUS BIG FAN OF YOURS!!!!!!! (especially good looking ones<---i wonder where THAT came from...)


~~
Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time passes soo fast.


<<<
I wanna make that face



Okay!
Somehow, I'm addicted to the song 'Anata ga Koko ni Iru Riyuu' sung by Rie Fu (she's GOOD!!!)

Anyway, that's not the point.
Today I finally found out that my background isn't just some random pic swooped off from a picture; it's actually a girl (neko perhaps?) named Chii (wait, isn't that the name of Fay's...oh yes! CLAMP production!).
Somehow, I just KNEW her name started with the letter 'C'.
I subconsciously named her 'Chiri' (the name of my Parakeet.)



...That's not the point either.

Today, I accompanied and hey! Did I mentioned that my daughter is back home safely?
^^
She didn't go to any unknown island in the end; thought the better of it (actually there wasn't time...)
She went to Malaysia- KL,Genting, JB and alot more which I can't remember...oh wells.
She came back on Wednesday and announced that she bought the whole series of Ouran High School Host Club (squeals!!!) and the whole of Part 2 in Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles (WOW).
Her skin rrrrrrrrreally became dark!
And her father got sunburned.

At that night, when she called me (I remember this vividly coz it was the night where D.Gray-man would resume), I was practically screaming my joy into the phone (dun ask me why)and struggling with the desire to hug the thin air (I needed to hug something).

Oh.

And Saturday (08/12/07), my daughter came to my house for a sleepover!
Her sis didn't follow but she came the next day anyway.
Yeah...it was fun.
We went to church and stuff.
...
..
.


That isn't the point either.

ARRRGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I get distracted too easily!!!

Anyway, the main point of today was that I accompanied my Okaa to the NUH Hos to check out the lump that's growing.
I brought along an Ouran High School Host Club Manga (whoot! Did I mentioned that my daughter lent me Seven OHSHC Manga and another Furuba one?) so I could read and OMG it's so damn nice!
I still can't belive it took me a full day to read the Manga (and to admire the pics...well, not really; the Manga was too great that I wanted to rush on AND admire the drawings...so in the end, there was 75% of reading and 25% of admiring)
...
TAMAKI IS SO KAWAIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oo

arhgh.
Got distracted again.

Nat-chan became frightened of Tyki Mikk after she saw him rip off Allen-kun's hand and reached out to squeeze his heart. After that, Tyki-san became a threat to her; if you keep on disturbing me etc etc etc.
I invented "facts" like :
Tyki's house is filled with phones (Hey! Isn't that true? All the brokers were calling the Ear!)
Tyki travels on either a butterfly, or an umbrella (more of the latter though)
etc.

...

Ugh. Got Distracted again.

*shakes head sadly*

Okay...I'd better type down quick before some other thoughts seize my mind...
And we traveled on the MRT and stuff...
Oh yeah, there was that time when I went to throw away the paper cones used for drinking and went to sit down; soon realizing that my Okaa told me to wait for her there) At first the reminder calmed me, then I thought of all the directions my Okaa was reminding and telling me on the MRT and I suddenly thought that she left me there to find my way back home.
...
Still can't believe I read Manga during that situation...
Well, in the end it was only my wacked thinking (and there's no such word as 'wacked' is there?) and my Okaa came out of the room 21 which I happened to remember at the last second.

So...the sensei said something about 'umbilical hernia'.
Something to do with her past pregnancy and she needs an operation.
It's not risky at all, but it would cost a big, fat BOMB!!!!!!!!!
The lump is actually a tissue of fat that bulged out coz of either-I-forgot-the-reason or the-doctor-didn't-state-it-reason.
It will either shrink (hopefully) by itself or it would continue growing.
If it continues growing larger and larger, the intestines would get in the way and cause some...thing (ugh, my vocabulary) and/or the faeces will get clogged (...).
Okaa agrees to do the operation but it would be in Febuary 12 2008. (A posibilty.)

I guess for the operation money, I won't ask for any present this year then; so that Okaa can have the money instead. (It's only a budget of 50$>>each gift)

...Speaking for which, I just realized that I post-poned my last year's B'day present.
And this year's too.
And X'mas.

Wao.

I didn't realzie I post-poned all of em'.
Oo

I REALLY HOPE THAT NOTHING ELSE WILL HAPPEN TO OKAA AND THE BEST IS THAT THE SWEELING WILL GO DOWN BY ITSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S HIDERING AND DISTURBING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DEAR FATHER! I ASK YOU TO BLESS OKAA AND REMOVE THAT LUMP OF TISSUE FAT. PLEASE GRANT HER AN (UNEXPENSIVE),PAINLESS AND FAST RECOVERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME I PRAY ON THE NET,
AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!

...
I had no idea why I just wrote that.


~~
Monday, December 3, 2007

KOMBAWA~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(You do realize that most of my entries are either at night or evening...)

Today, Kiara-chan spoke to me.
I really really ope we can go to the same Sec School!!!!!!
I mean...seriously!
You go to a new school with no one you know...it's posed as intimidating!
And besides...Kiara-chan is a really good friend!
And I can speak Chinese with her too.
...
But she chose Zhenghua as her first choice!!!!!!!
And her points ain't enough to get into that school!
Speaking of which.
I wonder why she didn't test her Mother Tounge!
That would have been a BLAST and she would go to Bukit Panjang Govt. High......

Speaking of that, my daughter left for an unknown island yesterday.
I miss her...I hope she's safe.
I've been praying for her again and again to be safe for no particular reason.
Something about being abducted by aliens and eaten by cannibals keeps gripping my mind.
Oh well.

Last night I dreamt of her:
She called me, and she told me about the place she was staying in.
The weird thing, that was I could actually see the place as she described it to me!
It was tropical, there were lakes and boats...
It was a nice place.

...
Come home soon...


~~
Saturday, December 1, 2007

KONICHIWAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And so I'm baaaaaaaackkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!
And referring to my somewhat irritating attitude, it is safe to say that I have passed my PSLE with not outstanding marks.

You see...wait. I dun want to talk about it.
Argh....crap.
Oh well...let's say I got 201, miserable no?
And my darling daughter, Reba-chan has 253 (Hoooooooooooray!!!!! for her!)
About the daughter thing, I concluded that yesterday.

I choose Teck Whye as my 1st choice and I hope I can get in.
I never ever EVER want to go to Regent.

Lots of conflicting emotions were surging and rolling in me.
Glad that's over now.

And I am going to try and study really hard (wadever 'studying' means) and get good grades.
After that I can go and pursue my dream of being a Mangaka.
Somehow, next year I will try to manage studying, CCAs, drawing, story making, typing etc. altogether.
Wish me luck.

I will be a Mangaka and prove them WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And God will help me.

Yesterday, hearing Takeuchi Junko singing her 'Naruto's Neko Song', I suddenly missed her voice a whole lot...
It gave me a kinda empty feeling.
A feeling of certain loss.
I dunno why...

Anyway, Seiyuus really really really RULE!!!!!!!!
Yesterday when I was watching D.Gray-man Sr 2, (and yes the song is AWESOME!!!!!!!) there were lots and lots of screamin and this was what me and my daughter thought:
'They are standing in a room with the equipment and all, and then they have to scream like they are really in agony and their screams no just stop halfway, they travel on! Like, "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Until the end.
It's so amazing!
They are not in any pain or whatsoever but the screams sound so real...so in place!
Allen's seiyuu, Kobayashi Sanae is a woman and her screams of excruciating agony.



<<< that's her
And she voiced quite a number of charas...can you actually imagine her doing Allen's voice?

>>>
Allen Walker-kun

The screaming is great.
And then...here's Lenalee's seiyuu.
Her name is Ito Shizuka.
(wao, such a small pic)
And she voiced Lenalee.


Can you actually imagine her voice in Lenalee?

*shakes head* I tell you, Seiyuus and Mangakas...they MUST have a CAPITAL when I address them.
They are simply...great!!!
Wonderful...amazing...awe-inspring...incredible...magnificent...marvellous...stupendous...brillant...breathtaking...extraoridrary...they are just so...
Magical.

Out of this world.

............................................................
Man I love them.

Bisco Hatori is perhaps my favourite Mangaka for all her hilarious works on Ouran High School Host Club.
Seriously, I ain't a funny person and I wish I was.
If you make a Manga and it's boring, who would wanna read it?
I hope I can 'learn' to be funny.

...It's impossible is it?
Tell me in the Taggie box if you happen to have read this line.

Oh ya.
If someone tells me that I 'look as ugly as a dog', my answer would probably be:
"Actually I find dogs rather attractive."



And ya, so speaking for dogs, here's mine.
Goldie.
He ain't that kawaii in this pic so I'll put up more next time.

Why talk about him now?
Well, today, we just cut his nails and it's a TIRING process.
Certain dogs feel pain when their claws/nails are being cut and Goldie-kun is one of them.
I have to grasp his front legs and clasp it real firmly( no worries. It may look like I'm hurting him but it's not) so he would not try and claw my Otoo who is cutting the claws.
My Otoo will then strap a muzzle so Goldie won't bite.
(Dogs DO bite when in pain you know?)
And today I gotten a little nip from Go-kun's back teeth (not the molars)and he slobbered on me.
Ok...my Auntie (domestic helper) will have to hold Go-kun's legs to prevent him from kicking. My Okaa will pull the muzzle and soothe him and Otoo will be cutting the nails/claws.

Go-kun will be 'screaming', yowling and barking madly.
And whimpering too.
And he will keep on struggling so I have to hold him really firmly lest my Otto accidentally cuts his flesh.

My sis will just be looking and making comments while my bro was making baka sound effects and mimicking Golide's yelping.
...
Baka.

But occasionally, Otoo will cut a little too deep and Go-kun would bleed.
Of course, we have the medicine.
And it wouldn't hurt anymore.
After the whole process we would give him a treat(for being so brave...or at least, that's what I think)and he will go into hiding for awhile. Just to calm himself down.

Once, when Auntie didn't hold his hind legs, he scratched and clawed me and as I'm holding him, really firmly, my hands will grow very very hot.
My hands had numbed up badly before...until they couln't move for a while.
And there was once he pooped (almost on me).
He sicked up on me once too.


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